[25 Apr 2005|06:52pm] I ______ Meagan. Meagan is _______. If I were alone in a room with Meagan I would _________. I think Meagan should __________. Meagan needs ________. Meagan will never _________. I want to ________ Meagan. When I think about Meagan I __________. Someday Meagan will _________. Meagan reminds me of _________. Without Meagan, _________. My best memories of Meagan are ___________. Meagan can be _________. _________ is how I describe Meagan. The worst thing about Meagan is __________. The best thing about Meagan is __________. Meagan ________. post comment

[25 Apr 2005|06:52pm] [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Are we close? [13] Emotionally, what stands out? [14] Do you wish I was cooler? [15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [17] Am I loveable? [18] How long have you known me? [19] Describe me in one word. [20] What was your first impression? [21] Do you still think that way about me now? [22] What do you think my weakness is? [23] Do you think I'll get married? [24] What about me makes you happy? [25] What about me makes you sad? [26] What reminds you of me? [27] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [30] Do you think I would kill someone? post comment

[25 Apr 2005|06:47pm] I am_______. I ________ Lauren. Meagan is _______. Me + Meagan= _______. I wish me and Meagan were ______. If I were alone in a room with Meagan , I would _______. I want Meagan to know that I __________. I think Meagan should _________. Meagan needs to _________. I want to ____________ Meagan. Someday Meagan will ________. Meagan reminds me of _______. Without Meagan I would _______. Memories of Meagan are ________. Meagan can be __________. The worst thing about Meagan is _________. The best thing about Meagan is _________. Meagan loves _________. If I had to pick a boyfriend for Meagan I would pick_________. Meagan should be _______ when she grows up. I am ________ with Meagan . post comment

[25 Apr 2005|04:30pm] [ mood | crushed ] JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious. post comment

im sooooo frickin cold [21 Apr 2005|06:52pm] [ mood | stressed ] .[10 Bands You Love]... 1. bowling for soup 2. three doors Down 3. offspring 4. Green Day 5. Unwritten Law 6. dead poetic 7. theory of a dead man 8. underoath 9. Pantera 10. Sum 41 ..[9 Things That You Love].. 1. My friends 2. My family 3. my dog 4. swimming 5. my eyes 6. sleep 7. computers 8. t.v./movies 9. food ..[8 Things You Wear Daily].. 1. socks 2. shoes 3. undies 4. bra 5. Deodorant 6. necklaces 7. head gear 8. rubber bands ..[7 Things That Annoy You].. 1. Bugs 2. School 3. My hair 4. Stupid people at school 5. Coldness 6. Homework 7. Stupid people at school that I can't kill ..[6 Things Your Looking Forward To].. 1. summer 2. road rally saturday 3. friday stayin at brookes w/ tasha, kayla meghan shianne 4. getting my braces off 5. being happy again 6. school letting out ..[5 Things Your Scared Of].. 1. being alone in the dark :/ 2. Death 3. loosing my best friend. oh wait. i already did that. nvm 4. Spiders 5. Clowns ..[4 Things That Are On Your Desk].. 1. Computer 2. radio 3. cd's 4. paper ..[3 Movies You Could Watch Over And Over Again].. 1. The Notebook 2. Dazed and Confused 3. next friday ..[2 Of Your Favorite Songs At The Moment].. 1. bowling for soup - almost 2. Unwritten Law- Save Me ..[1 Person That You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With].. 1. it would be lauren herman . but i guess that changed so now it is brooke robertson -----------------DESCRIBE------------------ [x] The shoes you wore today: uhm they have holes in them n clay on them. [x] Wallet: black w a mini mouse on it. i like it lol [x] Underwear: black. n white. n they say hott bottoms on them ;~) [x] tattoos: i dont have one [x] room: purple, smaller than fuck, messy, [x] boyfriend/girlfriend: uhm im ~*~single ~*~ [x] parents: uhm.. mom. dad. girl. guy. what else? -----------------WHAT IS------------------ [x] Your most overused phrase: on aim.. lol. in life. .... im not sure what that would be at the moment [x] Your thoughts first waking up: uhm why am i awake [x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes [x] Your best physical feature: my eyes [x] Your bedtime: like 10 [x] Your most missed memory: when my dog was here n my uncle was here. we would have a great time... and when my family got along my god do they ever ???? -------------DO YOU------------------ [x] Smoke: sometimes [x] Cuss: yes [x] Take a shower everyday: yes [x] Have a crush(es): mabye [x] Do you think you've been in love?: nope [x] Want to go to college: yes but no [x] Like high school: to much crap. ugh. i hate high school [x] Want to get married: kinda [x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes. well sometimes lol [x] Believe in yourself: not really [x] Get motion sickness: no [x] Think you're attractive: r u kidding me ?? NO [x] Think you're a health freak: no [x] Get along with your parents: sometimes [x] Like thunderstorms: psshhh NO, i fucking love thunderstorms [x] Play an instrument: im not talented enough lol ------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU-------------- [x] Go to the mall: no [x] Eaten sushi: no [x] Been on stage: no [x] Had sex: no [x] Been dumped: no [x] Gone skating: on what .. water?? NO. [x] Made homemade cookies: omg those sound soooo extreamly good right now [x] Dyed your hair: no i wish [x] Stolen anything: no -------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ [x] Flown on a plane: yes [x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yup [x] Cried during a Movie?: yah John Q [x] Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes [x] Been caught "doing something": uhm deffintatly not [x] Gotten beaten up?: nope [x] Been in a fight: quite a few yes ----------------THE FUTURE------------------ [x] Age you hope to be married: when ever i find the right person [x] Numbers and Names of Children: 2 or 3. Kaiden, Cori, Jade, [x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: oh geeze [x] How do you want to die?: is this thing expecting me to die??? at the moment i wanna die laughing. but it looks like im going to die of depresson [x] What do you want to be when you grow up? something in the medical feild -----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------ [x] Best eye color: green [x] Best hair color: darker hair. w/ frosted tips. and green eyes. [x] Short or long hair: uhm it doesnt really matter [x] Best height: uhm any height. but try to be a lil taller than me [x] Best weight: who cares [x] Best date location: anywhere as long as your with who you wanna be with [x] Best kiss location: again. anywhere as long as your with who you wanna be with -----------------NUMBER OF----------------- [x] Number of people I could trust with my life: uhm im not one of those people at the moment :/ [x] Number of CDs that I own: uhm like a gazillion [x] Number of piercings: 2 [x] Number of tattoos: none [x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: uhm like 3 times.. idk [x] Number of scars on my body: a bunch! [x] Number of things in my past that I regret: again. a bunch. but there is one big thing that i wish i never did. ----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ [x] Wearing: jeans, my swinning shirt, head gear, socks. slippers [x] Thinking about: how much i screwed things up between me n lauren [x] Listening to stacys mom ---------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ [x] Cried: omg yes [x] Worn jeans: uhm yahh [x] Met someone new online: yup [x] Done laundry: nope [x] Drove a car: yup [x] Talked on the phone: yup ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- [x] Yourself: nope. [x] Your friends: yes [x] Santa Claus: ho ho ho NO [x] Destiny/Fate: mabye [x] God: i do but. not at the moment --------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ [x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: yah kinda [x] Who have you known the longest of your friends? Brooke [x] Are you close to any family member?: My aunt sandy and aunt yavonne i can tell them anything [x] When have you cried the most?: ugh these past 2 weeks [x] What's the best feeling in the world? knowing your loved n cared about [x] Worst Feeling?: feeling abandond [x] What time is it now?: ----------RANDOM---------- [x] In the morning I am: TIRED!!! COLD!!!!! CRANKY!!!! [x] Love is: something that never lasts [x] I dream about: i have no clue post comment

BORED OUT OF MY EFFING MIND!!!!!!!! [18 Apr 2005|07:45pm] GIRLS Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot... ...who calls you back when you hang up on him... ...who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead... ...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats... ...who holds your hand in front of his friends.. ...who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." GUYS Find a girl who calls you babe or baby face instead of hot or sexy... ...who can't stand it when you hang up on her... ...who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes... Wait for the one who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most... ...who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips ...who wants to be with you in public ...who makes you smile just by knowing she loves/likes you back. Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy. Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always." If you open this, you have to repost it, guy or girl. post comment

[14 Apr 2005|04:26pm] [ mood | dissappointed in myself ] im not updating anymore. b/c the two ppl that said to keep it i betrayed. n there is no point to update if noone reads it besides the two ppl that wont even look at me. 2 comments|post comment

[12 Apr 2005|05:15pm] [ mood | pissed off ] well im done updating.... post comment

[11 Apr 2005|04:16pm] heh well ok. incase you didnt notice.. that last entry didnt work soo.. dont mind that lol 1 comment|post comment

[11 Apr 2005|04:15pm] <table style='font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border: 1px solid black;' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='2' align='center'><form action='http://memegen.net/viewmeme.pl?meme=1074669021' method='POST'><tr><th colspan=2  bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#DDDD88'>What Makes You.. by <a href='http://www.hometown.aol.com'><font color='#DDDD88'>SheBangs12</font></a></font></th></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Your name?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><input type='text' name='Your name?' value='Lauren' size='20'></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>Your gender?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'><select name='Your gender?'><option>Male<option SELECTED>Female<option>Other</select></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>What makes you sexy?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Everything</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>What makes you pretty?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Your eyes</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>What makes you loveable?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Who could love you?!</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>What makes you fun?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Everything about you!</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>What makes you irresistable?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Your kiss</span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#333333' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #FFFFFF;'>What makes you cute?</span></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA' style='border: 1px solid black;'><span style='color: #000000;'>Oh, just about everything ^.^</span></td></tr><input type='hidden' name='un' value='SheBangs12'><input type='hidden' name='meme' value='1074669021'><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><input type='submit' value='Fill Out Your Answers and Try it!'></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><font size='-1' color='#FFFFFF'><a href='http://memegen.net/'><font color='#DDDD88'>Quiz created with MemeGen</font></a>!</font></td></tr></form></table> post comment

[07 Apr 2005|08:02pm] [ mood | depressed ] i think im not going to update my lj b/c ppl dont even read it same w/ my blog... 2 comments|post comment

[07 Apr 2005|06:46pm] [ mood | depressed ] 1* First grade teacher's name: 2* Last word you said: sucks 3* Last song you sang: if heaven 4* Last person you hugged: lauren herman 5* Last thing you laughed at: myself .lol im a funny gal 6* Last time you said I dont remember: i dont remember lol 7* Last time you cried: monday *PRESENT* 9* What color socks are you wearing: white 10* What's under your bed: ohhh geeze did ya have to ask??? 11* What time did you wake up today: 9:00 12* Current taste: uhm none?? 13* Current hair: dirty blond 15* Current annoyance: my dad cleaning his razor 16* Current longing: to see lauren herman 17* Current desktop background: some circle thing 18* Current worry: why some ppl seem to be avoiding me 19* Current hate: my life 20* Current favorite article of clothing: my jeans/sweatshirt 21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: eyes and hair and height 22* Last CD that you listened to: uhmm.. alian ant farm??? 23* Favorite place to be: in laurens arms!!! 24* Least favorite place: in my house 25* Time you wake up in the morning: 6:00 my mom starts to get me up 6:30 i get up 26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: guitar. ((i know i suck)) 27* Favorite color: neon green 28* Do you believe in an afterlife: yes i do 29* How tall are you: short enough to see up someones skirt!!!!! 30* Current favorite word/saying: online.. LOL..LMAO...LMFAO.. 31* Favorite book: freak the mighty 32* Favorite season: summer 33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: my uncle jeff.. i didnt see him for a year n than he died. and i wanted to see him in his casket but no he got creamated and i was sooo upset..he was my favorite uncle..i loved him so much .. i think that is the hardest cry i've had for a funeral *FUTURE* 35* Where do you want to go for college: a good college 36* What is your career going to be like: something in the medical felid 37* How many kids do you want: 2... obvisouly not with jeff *HAVE YOU EVER...* 39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yes. 40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: lmao yes 41* Been to New York: nope 42* Been to Florida: yes. my grandparents live there 43* Been to California: nope 44* Been to Hawaii: nota once 45* Been to Mexico: no but i wanna go 46* Been to China: NO but chinese food is good 48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yes *RANDOM* 52* Do you have a crush on someone: no i just dumped my bf.. 53* What book are you reading now: none 54* Worst feeling in the world: rejection of friends 55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: oh god another day??? what am i going to screw up today??? 56* How many rings before you answer: umm.. when the caller id shows who it is lol 57* Future daughter's name: lauren. laura 58* Future son's name: i dont like to think about guys at the moment 59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes 60* If you could have any job you wanted: hanging out w/ friends and getting money..not getting paid to be w/ friends but being paid while im w/ friens 61* Wish were here: Lauren herman 62* College plans: medical feild 63* Piercings: I have 2 *THE EXTRA STUFF* 64* Do you do drugs: ... 65* Do you drink: ... 67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: pert. and it smells good 68* What are you most scared of:snakes,losing a friend, havin heart broken, breaking someones heart, clowns 69* What clothes do you sleep in: its ironic that this number is 69 and it asks what do i sleep in haha i sleep in pj pants and a t shirt 70* Who is the last person that called you: jeff. to break up w/ him 71* Where do you want to get married: on a beach in mexico... 72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: too much to say 73* Who do you really hate: at this moment jeff 74* Been In Love: yes I have . and i broke up w/ him yesterday and he was still in love with me he was my first true love 75* Are you timely or always late: school wise.. tarty.. quite a bit 76* Do you have a job: kind of 77* Do you like being around people: if i know them 78* Best feeling in the world: having someone tell you that they care and they'll never hurt you and they dont feel like have to be attached to you 24/7 and let's love take it's course. cause love isnt simple. and when someone tells you that they love you after being together for a while and says everything on their mind and isnt afraid of messing anything up. and they kiss my cheek and my ears, because lips arnt the only thing((heh)) and the way that they call all the time, cause they want to. and when they only want to be with you and never care bout how i look on the outside. and chocolate.yes yes. chocolate 79* Are you for world peace: yes. 80* Are you a health freak: no.. but my mom says i am 81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: taller, frosted tips on the hair green eyes/ blue eyes, great smile, hair, and EYES 82* Do you want someone you don't have: mabye... 83* Are you lonely right now: yes....i want lauren :~( 84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: nope. ((single is fine too!!)) 85* Do you want to get married: yes 86* Do you want kids: sometimes.. but other times no *IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...* 87* Cried: no 88* Bought Something: no 89* Gotten Sick: no 90* Sang: not verry good but yeah 91* Said I Love You: yah 92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no 93* Met Someone: yes. 94* Moved On: no . 95* Talked To Someone: yeah 96* Had A Serious Talk: yes 97* Missed Someone: yah kinda like now ...lauren 98* Hugged Someone: yes all of my friends 99* Yelled at Someone: my mom and dad 100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: no post comment

if you love me you will do this [07 Apr 2005|03:51pm] [ mood | tired ] - What would you like our relationship to be?: - Have we dated?: - Did you like it?: - Do you want to date?: - Are we close friends?: - Would you be here if I needed you?: - Are you attracted to me?: - Mentally, sexually, or both?: - Do you love me?: Appearance Do you like my- - Face?: - Eyes?: - Body?: - Arms?: - Clothes?: - Hair?: Do think I'm- - Sexy?: - Hot?: - Cute?: - Ugly?: Personality Do you think I'm- - Crazy?: - Nice?: - Fun to be around?: - Funny?: - Annoying?: Would you.. - Share chocolate with me?: - Spend a weekend with me?: - Alone?: - Hook up with me?: - Have sex with me?: - Care if I ran away?: - Care if I died?: - Miss me if I left?: - Hang out with me?: What would you do if.. - I kissed you?: - You found out I was missing?: - You found out I was in the hospital?: - You found out I was dead?: - I asked you for help?: - I told you I loved you?: - I told you I hated you?: - Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?: - Someone told you I had a crush on you?: In the last week have you.. - Wanted to kiss me?: - Wanted to see me?: - Wanted to have sex with me?: - Wanted to tell me you loved me?: - Wanted to spend alone time with me?: - Wanted to get to know me better?: - Thought about me?: - Missed me?: - Wanted me?: Have I.. - Told you I loved you?: - Made you happy?: - Made you sad?: - Made you angry?: - Made you feel better if you were upset?: Are you.. - Happy you know me?: - Going to post this is so I can answer it 2 comments|post comment

omg please do this!!!!!!!!!! [06 Apr 2005|12:50am] [ mood | nostalgic? whats that mean??? ] 001. What do you like about me? 002. How well do you know me? 003. Am i ugly, decent, average, good-looking, beautiful? 004. Do you trust me? 005. What are your true thoughts about me? 006. Do you want to be closer friends with me? 007. Whats your fondest memory of me? post comment

WAIT GUYS I FOUND A BLUE BALL ANOTHER ONE WTF lmfao [06 Apr 2005|12:14am] [ mood | heh I GET TO KISS HER HEHE ] 01. Who are you, and what's our relationship? 02. How and where did we meet? 03. What's my middle name 04. How long have you known me? 05. When you first saw me, what was your impression? 06. My age? 07. Birthday? 08. Color eyes? 09. Do I have any siblings? 10. Have you ever had a crush on me? 11. Describe me in 3 words: 12. Name 5 things I love: 13. How would you describe me to someone? 14. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did: 15: What do you like most about me? 16: If we could spend a day together, what would we do? 17: Have we ever gotten in a fight? 18: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years? 19. What do you think my weakness is? 20. Do you think I'll get married? 21. What makes me happy? 22. What makes me sad? 23. What reminds you of me? 24. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 25. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 26. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? 27. What song (if any) reminds you of me? 28. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? 29. Would you make a move on me? 30. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day? 2 comments|post comment

[05 Apr 2005|09:53pm] Body: sex =]~ Body: where would you do it? Add a place to have sex and then repost this or you wont have sex for the next 10yrs. ~the white houseee ! ~in a tree house ~on the kitchen counter ~in the school bathroom ~in a bed ~in the back seat of the car ~in an elevator ~on washing machine well its on ~on a desk in the classroom ~in a chair ~in the butt ~in the shower ~in a pool ~on the floor of your best friends room ~behind the pins at the bowling alley. ~in a park next to a tree or a fence ~da back of a movie theater ~in a open field during a beautifull sunset/sunrise ~on the school bus ~in a changing room ~in a rv or trailor while evrry one else is on a hike ~ on a pool table ~ in a mattress store....what there's beds everywhere ~ in a giant stadium...of course there would be no fans in there ~in my moms closet well shes away!¢¾-alyssa ~Kitchen table haha ~Pool Table haha ~On a couch ~0N A pLANE ~on a air hockey table oooh lala ~on like one of those huge flat rocks on the beach at sunset awwww=) ~in lyndas bed (my bed is kinda gettin boring) ~A pool table ~a hotel baby ~rhs auditorium ~in the emergency room ~ in the park on a full moon ~wow i cant believe no one said this, on a boat ~2nd period. ~in the rokk box! (that ones for you, jake) ;) ~parents bed hahahahah ~on a grand piano, althought the extra sound affects are not needed ;) ~In A bed of Roses, and Calla Lilys, at night when the stars are out ~ In My Parents Room!!!! 3 comments|post comment

wow 5 hrs apart n hes beggin at my feet heh he really loves me [01 Apr 2005|11:47am] [ mood | confused ] k well yesterday i broke up with jeff thinkin omg im a free woman. well no. when i broke up wiht him he was crying n that made me feel like shit. than he goes. meagan your breaking my heart into little itsie bitsey pices n i was like omg work w/ me man ... i felt bad so i called brooke n she felt bad for me so i went over there n stayed the night. well she goes meagan call jeff well i called him .. no answer. so i call again n his dad answers well uhm i get on the phone w/ him n he is like begging for me. telling me how much he misses me n stuff than i tell him why i broke up with him n he said that he would call me more, n actually say hi n he said that brooke n david make him look like a bad boyfriend. lmfao true ture. lol. but than we get back together n he was jackin off while i was on the phone w/ him n brooke is lik wtf. hes jackin off to your voice .damn he must really like you i was like brooke your not helping the situation.lmfao. than we started talking about our feature lol . n kids names. n condoms. lmfao yes condoms. lol. hes like sooo. wait they sold you condoms! n he was amazed about that n than hes liek whats your favorite kind i go .. the flavored ones and the bright colord ones lmfao. he was astonshed that i would say something like that. lol. than we got onto talking about kids names. omfg. i go i like this name n hes like noo what about...... jeffs list my list kairi kaiden namine montana sora mark wacka maria larxen n than where were going to live n all that stuff ... n before i realised it . .. it was 12:00. so i was like jeff i have to go but he wouldnt let go lmfao . i was like DUDE I REALLY HAVE TO GO than hes like ok bye. .. we were on the phone for 163 minutes! thats the most i have ever talked on the phone w/ him usually its like 2 min max i was so excited! lol than hes like. im going to go kill my brother lmfao he said that like 3 times . i was like wow. n brooke was comming up w/ all these sexy things to say n i said them n hes getting all turned on it was great n than he wanted to have phone sex omg. he wasnt giving up so i gave in n hes talkin bout wips n chains n i go ohh thats kinky n than he goes ... so what r u wearing i go i got my black underwear that say hott bottoms on the butt n hes liek oh now that is what i call kinky lmfao. it was great . im pathetic when it comes to love. im a sucker for it... brookes house was fun . post comment

[31 Mar 2005|05:13pm] [ mood | excited ] GUYS IM FUCKIN SINGLE NOW. THIS IS FUCKIN EXCITING. but it is kinda depressing. i made him cry .. he was baling his eyes out on the phone.. i felt so bad... but i think it was time.his excuse that we didnt talk was b/c of classes. 1st hr 1st floor. second hour 3rd floor n so on n so forth. but i told him if he strightnes up n talks to me when i sit right next to him or atleast says hi. n calls more. n we talk n stuff we might have a chance in the feature. tell me if i did the right thing HaFlipPiNsWeEt: wel first off ... your not bi or les right ? HaFlipPiNsWeEt: except with lauren right? lilswimmer1990: right lilswimmer1990: lmfao HaFlipPiNsWeEt: lol AndGoodByee: lol WHAT ABOUT LAST NIGHT MEAGAN. WHAT WOULD YOU CALL THAT?!?! LilSwimmer1990: I CHOOSE YOU TO BE MY BODY GARD LilSwimmer1990: LMFAO LilSwimmer1990: MABYE NOT AndGoodByee: why not? LilSwimmer1990: k ur not my body gurad any more because well because you scare me LilSwimmer1990: jkjk AndGoodByee: WHAT IS THIS?! n my hair was poof today n my brother had like all of his hott guy friends over n walked into the room n i was so humiliated. lmfao. i told carrie n her advice was to run like the wind through his room i was like wtf lmfao lol i love my friends post comment

I WANNA GUESS [29 Mar 2005|01:28am] 01. One secret. 02. One compliment. 03. One diss. 04. One random thing. 05. One love note. 06. song lyrics that make u think of me. 07. How old you are. 08. If i was an actor, who would i be? 09. And a hint to who you are. 4 comments|post comment

[28 Mar 2005|05:52am] [ mood | thirsty ] 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Would you ever go out with me? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I lovable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your lj and see what I say about you? 35. If you could go anywhere with me right now where would it be and what would we do? post comment

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